Should I go to college? My practical brain says I should but my emotional heart doesn't want to go. My heart just wants to be free. My heart wants to spend the days on my terms but the brain is saying that I need college so that I have more freedom to do what the heart wants. I know that college won't be like school but I have a fear that it won't be as freeing and fun as I imagine and that I'll pick the wrong course and be stuck wasting my time on assignments when I could be working on what is truly for me. I have a summer to think about things. But I know that if I don't go my mam will be skeptic. I think I'll get skillshare because I want to learn and flourish this summer when I have that freedom. Then again the college year is short and realistically I will enjoy it. My main fear is just picking the wrong degree and not having time for my own interests aaaahhhh
