I have been in a cycle of typing-deleting in a couple of minutes or I just have not noticed that it had cost me hours of thinking beyond, sitting for hours that it had hurt my back. Could not form the exact words that would fit to what I truly want to say- to share. Filling the spaces and connecting the dots and uses punctuation rightfully, avoiding merry-go-round but to where would the beauty of a text be, if suspenseful and literary is missing. Replaced with boldness, direct, blunt! Commas for pauses, to breathe. Period to think before going in for another door. What am I trying to do, trying to write at this moment. In need of a talker.